How many of you have prayed for good fortune, money, a better job, or place to live? I believe we all have at one point or another. For many, the though of good fortune is out of reach or seems like a wish away. Many would like to have instant fortune, winning the lottery or winning the slots in Vegas. Well, allow me to inform you that good fortune, prosperity, and/or abundance first comes to you in thought. It may come to you as an idea. All of us have gifts to utilize to bring about good fortune. The second phase is to believe it can/will come to you. Do you believe in yourself? Do you believe you can achieve any and all things you want? I can't tell you how many times I have heard people say "I wish I was rich," "I would like to be a millionaire/millionairess," "If I just has some extra money." All of these statements have doubt in them, as if you are not able to achieve them. Why the negative or doubtful thoughts? These type of thoughts will keep you from your good fortune. Why not have positive thoughts about your overall wealth and/or good fortune? This is just the beginning steps to your good fortune.
Have you heard the phrase, "Bird of the same feather, flock together"? There is much truth and power in this statement alone. Many people do not understand the power of who you place yourself around and keep in your company. No, it's not the concept of once you achieve your goals, you forget where you came from or forgetting those who helped you reach your goals (this is another topic later). It is about placing yourself in the presence of individuals that have the knowledge to assist you in achieving your good fortune. Now, dont' go hanging around bank robbers, this will land you in jail. Fast money is not the answer. Place yourself in the presence of those who can teach you and provide you with a positive influence. Place yourself in the presence of those who have good fortune. You are probably thinking, "How am I suspose to place myself in the presence of someone with wealth?" Good question. Take a look at who you know. If you know someone who is successful, talk to them. Ask them questions about how they became successful. Question them about their process and step they have taken to achieve their success. People will share with you how they became successful. Make sure to take notes. It's not a big secret. Then design your plans to good fortune.
The other aspect to the wave of good fortune is, when someone close to you experiences good fortune, rejoice in their success. Be happy for that person. Let your heart sing joy for them. This is so powerful! When you are happy for those individuals, the wave of good fortune will flow to you. It is a momentum that must be. Yes, it must be! When you allow yourself to express joy for others who have achieved success, that energy flow must come to you. It has to be passes onto the next person. When you become jealous or envious of that person, the energy of their success will pass over you and flow to the next person in their circle who is joyful about the experience of good fortune. If you don't believe me, just give it a try. Be joyful when a friend or associate in your circle experiences good fortune. Sit back and watch your good fortune come to you. It may not be as big as you are looking for, but it will come to you. It may come to you in the form of new employment, a better relationship, an invitation to participate in something new, or a pay increase. You have to recognize, your wave of good fortune is not always about money. It's about improvement and growth in your life. Moving to the next level.
So, my question to you: How do you plan to receive your wave of good fortune?
I wish you joy, peace, love and good fortune!!
Think it! Believe it! See it! Do it!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
It's Summer, Time to Start a New Season
On this wonderful day, I awoke with a feeling of greatness! A feeling of infinite possibilities and accomplishments. I have read many books on spirituality, the power of emotions, and the power of the mind. Through these readings and applying the practices, I have found wonderment through meditation and connecting with God, The Creator, our Energy Source. I always notice on the days I do not meditate, my day seems out of control. I become the target of negative energy, my mind is all over the place, and forget about focus. Focusing becomes the last on my list for days like this. I reflect from time to time to piece together situations and incidents and have realized how much my minds thoughts played an ample role in manifestation of these events. Well, I have made a turn around in not just my life, but in my mind. It is said, "You can do anything, you put your mind to," this is the truth. With focus on your target, achievements are around the corner, joy and happiness are uncontainable, your life takes a complete spin in a positive direction. This is a wonderful feeling.
Have you ever met someone who is always happy and everything goes well for them every time? They understand and know how to determine their lives through meditation and staying focused on their targets without interruption. They understand and know how to release all negativity that comes their way. They understand and know the art of allowing. Yes, the Art of Allowing. This is practice is wonderful. Some people will compare it to surrendering your life to God or allowing God to have complete control over your life. This art is wonderful. It puts you in a place of acceptance, a place of being able to recognize and let go immediately. It allows you to recognize hurt feelings then move on. This is wonderful to be in this place!! Many people do not understand, the root cause of my dis-eases in their lives are a direct result of holding on to past hurts, harboring ill feelings toward people, or holding on to hurt of the past. Holding on to any of these does not allow growth or internal joy and happiness.
Many people are trapped by holding on to the past. These feelings of hurt, eat away at your soul causing bitterness. I do not understand why anyone would want to hold on to these feelings. Don't you want to be free, full of life and joy? If so, let go! If that means you have to cry, yell, scream, write a letter expressing all of your hurt. Do it! Let go and allow joy and happiness to enter your life! Show love, give love. Show joy, give joy. Defeat your unhappiness! Open your heart and mind to live your life to the fullest! Stop blaming others for your unhappiness.
Take a look at yourself and recognize what is going on with you. Look at your heart, look at your soul and release all that unwanted hurt. If that means forgiving the individual that hurt you. Do it! I know for a fact, the person you are angry with, is not thinking about you. They have moved on with their lives and have let go. The are happy and enjoying life, while you are still holding onto the experience. Forgiveness is not about the other person. It is about you. So forgive yourself for holding on to these feelings, then forgive the person. You don't have to tell them you forgive them, only if you choose to. If it helps you release then tell them. The sign of true forgiveness, is when you see that person and you feel nothing but love for them.
So, this is your chance to allow joy and happiness into your life. Practice the Art of allowing. Watch your life grow and expand into something of wonderment. Practice forgiveness. This will release you and allow joy into your heart to stay.
I wish you Love, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Serenity!
Have you ever met someone who is always happy and everything goes well for them every time? They understand and know how to determine their lives through meditation and staying focused on their targets without interruption. They understand and know how to release all negativity that comes their way. They understand and know the art of allowing. Yes, the Art of Allowing. This is practice is wonderful. Some people will compare it to surrendering your life to God or allowing God to have complete control over your life. This art is wonderful. It puts you in a place of acceptance, a place of being able to recognize and let go immediately. It allows you to recognize hurt feelings then move on. This is wonderful to be in this place!! Many people do not understand, the root cause of my dis-eases in their lives are a direct result of holding on to past hurts, harboring ill feelings toward people, or holding on to hurt of the past. Holding on to any of these does not allow growth or internal joy and happiness.
Many people are trapped by holding on to the past. These feelings of hurt, eat away at your soul causing bitterness. I do not understand why anyone would want to hold on to these feelings. Don't you want to be free, full of life and joy? If so, let go! If that means you have to cry, yell, scream, write a letter expressing all of your hurt. Do it! Let go and allow joy and happiness to enter your life! Show love, give love. Show joy, give joy. Defeat your unhappiness! Open your heart and mind to live your life to the fullest! Stop blaming others for your unhappiness.
Take a look at yourself and recognize what is going on with you. Look at your heart, look at your soul and release all that unwanted hurt. If that means forgiving the individual that hurt you. Do it! I know for a fact, the person you are angry with, is not thinking about you. They have moved on with their lives and have let go. The are happy and enjoying life, while you are still holding onto the experience. Forgiveness is not about the other person. It is about you. So forgive yourself for holding on to these feelings, then forgive the person. You don't have to tell them you forgive them, only if you choose to. If it helps you release then tell them. The sign of true forgiveness, is when you see that person and you feel nothing but love for them.
So, this is your chance to allow joy and happiness into your life. Practice the Art of allowing. Watch your life grow and expand into something of wonderment. Practice forgiveness. This will release you and allow joy into your heart to stay.
I wish you Love, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Serenity!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
You and Me
In your eyes, I see Peace and Serenity
In your eyes, I see all the Love you have for me
As I pray for you, you pray for me
Our hearts beat in unison to meet
As you pray for me, I pray for you
Strength in one another to uphold and seek
I breathe the air you breathe
Filling my lungs with your hopes and dreams
You breathe the air I breathe
Life with you is such ease
Hand in hand we stand
The sands of time we command
Hand in hand we stand
Our love we command
Your minds eye is my minds eye
Imagination to run wild
My minds eye is your minds eye
Seeing all to come with a smile
My hands upon your chest, your hands upon my breast
Caring for one another at best
Your hands upon my breast, my hands upon your chest
Needing each other at rest, wanting each other to caress
You are my world bringing me the best
I am your world upholding nothing but your best
When life turns ugly, I’m at your side
Cheering you on, not just taking a ride
Loving you is stronger than my pride
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
“YOU’RE REPLY TO ME……”
I remember the first day we met.
I knew right then you were the one for me.
You’re reply to me… “You are out my league woman.”
You’ve brought me so much happiness and joy.
You’re reply to me… “Your eyes smile and dance at a glance when you look at me.”
I’m looking forward to many more private Smokey Robinson living room concerts.
You’re reply to me… “Midnight walks along the beach under the starry sky.”
Soul mates from the start with inspiration to one another we will never part.
You’re reply to me… “I’ve got mad love for you Shug.”
And my reply to you… “I’ve got mad love for you to!”
My heart belongs to you!
Copyright©2003Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Whip Appeal
Your Body, My body
Touching seductively
Feeling my heart beat
Butterflies all tangled inside
What is this your doing to me?
Whip Appeal, you say with a smile
My head spinning out of control
Feelings of unsureness to survive
Finding it hard to breathe when your next to me
Sweet seduction of your body perfume
What is this your doing to me?
Whip Appeal, you say with a wink
Your Body, My Body calling to me
Feeling you deep within my soul
Feeling so intense
Feeling of ultimate bliss
State of confusion at it's best
Wanting you to lay upon my breast
Whip Appeal, Does it rest?
Caught up in the tango of emotional death
Does he feel the way I do?
Emotional stress
This is the question at bay?
Whip Appeal, What a game!
Whip Appeal from head to toe
Whip Appeal can I let him go
Whip Appeal work'n it right
Touching seductively
Feeling my heart beat
Butterflies all tangled inside
What is this your doing to me?
Whip Appeal, you say with a smile
My head spinning out of control
Feelings of unsureness to survive
Finding it hard to breathe when your next to me
Sweet seduction of your body perfume
What is this your doing to me?
Whip Appeal, you say with a wink
Your Body, My Body calling to me
Feeling you deep within my soul
Feeling so intense
Feeling of ultimate bliss
State of confusion at it's best
Wanting you to lay upon my breast
Whip Appeal, Does it rest?
Caught up in the tango of emotional death
Does he feel the way I do?
Emotional stress
This is the question at bay?
Whip Appeal, What a game!
Whip Appeal from head to toe
Whip Appeal can I let him go
Whip Appeal work'n it right
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
Through My Eyes I See
Through my eyes I see a world of beauty
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
Everyone is a King or Queen in their own majestic creativity
The world I see is full of joy, love, peace, happiness and all possibilities
Chivalry and manners at the peak of captivity
Men opening doors and treating women as the Queens we are to be
Men wear crowns of Honor, Pride as the Kings they are to me
Women teaching and nurturing in the role of Queen Bee
In the world I see we are free of disrespect, hatred, and insecurities
Free of misunderstanding and personal captivity
Free of others telling us what should be
Because we know what can be
Through my eyes I see a world of beauty
Free of war due to knowing how and applying turn the other cheek
Everyone allowing each other to be free of passing judgment among thee
Free of hunger and poverty
Unless it is your choice to be
Stature and wealth to those who seek correctively
In this world we are free of corruption, thievery, and bribery
Due to the conscious mind not allowing thee
Children play among the streets free of fear and guilt to retreat
In parents, I see encouragement and positivity
Propelling their children to be the best they can be
Love, Peace, Joy, and happiness is all over this world I see
Can we all make this a possibility?
Free of sagging pants and an attitude ready to beat
Young ladies hiding their precious jewels from deception and deceit
Due to the games of the street
Will be able to wear their tiara presenting themselves as mild and meek
The elderly, oh how I must speak
Blessing us with words of wisdom and grace to seek
Holding them in honor at their feet
For they are the backbone of the world I see
Open minds free of slavery
“Each one, teach one, and learn what makes us all unique” is the motto they speak
Through my eyes I see a world were we all learn from on another, respect and honor the fact we all dance to the beat of a different drummer
This makes us all different, special and unique
The Question
What is truly meant by the question: Is it better to have loved and loss,
Rather to have never loved at all?
Does love conquer all?
Is love the end all to be all?
Love the secret ingredient to a happy, healthy, joyful life
Love the precious gift one person has that can make or break you
Some people give away their love so freely
Others hold on to it for dear life, never to let go so discreetly
Some blossom into the most beautiful people in the world
Due to love poured into their souls
Others due to the lack of it
Withering their souls to die
Becoming demons and monsters everyone despises
Can you love someone so much, you smoother them to death?
Can you love so little, starvation takes hold until death takes its toll?
Love can hurt you so, until your heart becomes hard and cold
See love is like a double edged sword and a lethal dose of poison
Too much of it can cause you to drown
Where not enough can leave you starving for more and craving to be sound
We all love at different degrees
Some hard right out the gate to win the race
Some soft and meek, stepping softly as they seek
Some in the middle or in-between
With a rope around its neck to pull it back at the first sign of fret
So there are no regrets
So back to the question with the answer at stake:
Is it better to have loved and loss, rather to not have loved at all?
For my answer is yes
It is better to have loved and loss, rather to not love at all
So with each loss of love
Your love grows to reach a point of no return
To give love is to receive love
To loose love is to receive love
To not have loved is to not know yourself and the dept of your soul
See love runs deep through the sea of your veins
Providing nourishment to your soul and heart to maintain
Love is the end all to be all
The air I breathe, the beauty I see
When I look into the eyes of my soul
Love does conquer all
So the answer to the question is
To be free and love tremendously unconditionally
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
The Embrace
His arms so strong and masculine wrapped around my body to protect
Gentle and full of love never off set
Long and lean this muscle machine to guide me to safety
I lye in between
His embrace is my haven
Feelings of an emotional waterfall over flow and fill my breast
Filling me with a sense of passion not to resist
His kisses soft and smooth as they caress
Mmmmmm, his embrace around my waist
As his heart beats against my back
It sings a song of profession and no lack
Profession and no lack
Singing words to his song, “she is mine, she’s got my back. With love in her eyes I will always adore, for she is mine forever more”
His embrace so powerful with the strength to snap the neck of one to evade
Yet so gentle an embrace not to forget or ever let fade
See this man is my provider, my lover, my protector, my friend, my soul within
In his arms I am safe from sin
Cared for from deep within
No one can penetrate this embrace of pure sweet love to no end
His embrace is my haven
Arms around my waist pulling me softly in
I have no fear, his love is genuine
A real love from beginning to end
In his embrace I have no fear
Safe from all harm, there is no doubt in my tears
His embrace is my safe haven and carries all my cares and fears
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
The Awaking
As daylight breaks the silence of the night
I lay awake watching the daylight take over the night
My heart is at stake
I hear the most wonderful God Songs to mans ears begin
The song of Birds chirping to start the day with cheer
Love is in the air, spring in near
Spring is near, love is in the air
The sunshine's rain drops of prosperity in the air
I am of renewed mind, body, and soul
As the earth turns on the power of rebirth among the trees, flowers and rocks
Spirit within flows generating love and growth from the heart
Taking the mind to new unrevealing heights and sights
Soaring in and out of the clouds
My eye is on the prize
See, my future is up to me
My thoughts, my minds eye, is how I see
There is only one movement, forward bound I seek
A toast to my future, filled with endless possibilities
Peace, love, Joy, Happiness are locked, loaded and ready to fly
My eye on the target, I hit the bull's-eye each and every time
Dead center is my shot. Fast or slow, high or low
My intent makes it a straight hit
Bull's-eye! again and again, hitting my target with great intent
The sweet smell of success is in the air
The smell of victory is near
As I breathe to take it all in
I am filled with a drunken cheer
It's all mine, from beginning to end!
It's all mine, from beginning to end!
My world created within, can you see all the majestic colors woven from end to end?
Red - Power; Purple - Royalty; Green - Prosperity; Blue- Calm Healing Regime;
Yellow - Energy; Orange - Good feelings; Pink - Love
My world is filled with infinite possibilities
The air I breathe, this earth I seize
For it is mine to mold, shape, into beautiful pottery
With each and every stoke of my minds hands
My life is revealed to me
I am as free as the birds sings songs of God's Melodies
Free to fly high and soar among the sky and clouds
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
I lay awake watching the daylight take over the night
My heart is at stake
I hear the most wonderful God Songs to mans ears begin
The song of Birds chirping to start the day with cheer
Love is in the air, spring in near
Spring is near, love is in the air
The sunshine's rain drops of prosperity in the air
I am of renewed mind, body, and soul
As the earth turns on the power of rebirth among the trees, flowers and rocks
Spirit within flows generating love and growth from the heart
Taking the mind to new unrevealing heights and sights
Soaring in and out of the clouds
My eye is on the prize
See, my future is up to me
My thoughts, my minds eye, is how I see
There is only one movement, forward bound I seek
A toast to my future, filled with endless possibilities
Peace, love, Joy, Happiness are locked, loaded and ready to fly
My eye on the target, I hit the bull's-eye each and every time
Dead center is my shot. Fast or slow, high or low
My intent makes it a straight hit
Bull's-eye! again and again, hitting my target with great intent
The sweet smell of success is in the air
The smell of victory is near
As I breathe to take it all in
I am filled with a drunken cheer
It's all mine, from beginning to end!
It's all mine, from beginning to end!
My world created within, can you see all the majestic colors woven from end to end?
Red - Power; Purple - Royalty; Green - Prosperity; Blue- Calm Healing Regime;
Yellow - Energy; Orange - Good feelings; Pink - Love
My world is filled with infinite possibilities
The air I breathe, this earth I seize
For it is mine to mold, shape, into beautiful pottery
With each and every stoke of my minds hands
My life is revealed to me
I am as free as the birds sings songs of God's Melodies
Free to fly high and soar among the sky and clouds
Sexual Healing
The stage is set!
Candle light dancing sensually within its own flame
Love making music filling the air with aromatic notes of sexual flare
Purple lace panties with a peek-a-boo stare
Sexual healing is in the air
Rose petals placed effortlessly to lead the way
To the place I lay awaiting sexual therapy to begin the play
My eyes lay upon his face
So intense as I bite my lower lip
Can he read my mind of sexual intent?
Why, yes he can with sexual healing to begin
His eyes wander over my body in deep study of where to begin
With a sexy grin above his chin
In my mind I sing “what sweet sin”
In one smooth eagle dive to begin
He went head first in my pussy to begin
My body shivers within
With each pulsating stoke of his lethal tongue
Twisting and turning around my clit
My body sings moans of sexual healing
My body yearns for deeper pleasure within
As I reach my climax
I think, oh my god!
He can do that again and again
With lust in his eyes, he makes love to my soul
Spreading my legs to receive him deep with in
Sexual healing, Oh my! Please begin!
His strong masculine hands around my hips with his tongue upon my tits
Thrusting in to feel my hottest, deepest, wettest, sweet sin
Sexual healing. Oh Yes! Never to end
Sexual healing. Oh My! Deep within
Through the night sexual healing over and over again
Now it’s my turn to ride
Sliding him between my thighs
I gladly take all of him with pride
Moving my body in stride
Rocking and rolling. Round and round
Sexual healing once again till our heads are spinning round
Our bodies glisten with sweet, salty beads of sweat
Dripping slowly down to blend and mesh
Moans of sweat ecstasy to the movement of sexual healing
Flipping me around on hands and knees
To take him in deep and to please
His hands on my ass taking each stroke with ease
In 4 inch heels to tease
He throbs and pulsates to cease my climax and reach his with ease
Our bodies collapse with feeling pleased
Sexual healing an addiction to surrender to in order to please
Copyright©2010 Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
Sexual Fantasy
Hello, there my Chocolate candy bar.
Standing tall and wide as a mountainside
Eyes deep brown with a mystical side
The way I feel about you, I can’t describe
Feelings so intense!
It gives me a monstrous high!
So high…so high
Your arms around my waist squeezing so immense
Hands sliding down my back to reach my buttocks of proportionate essences
Your lips meet my lips with a soft sensual kiss
This embrace is about to get intense
Still feeling this monstrous high
So high, Oh my!
Before we knew the next moment began
Out clothes were off feeling each other skin
You touch, I touch
Let the love making session begin
Down in between my thighs. Oh my
Your lips kiss my lips that don’t kiss back
You have me quivering inside
Taking me for an emotional ride
Sliding deep within my wet, juicy surprise
Oh me! Oh my!
This monstrous high
Our bodies began to move with their own rhythm and time
You are mine, all mines
Deeper and deeper in my surprise
So wet, So juicy, So hot too your demise
Releasing all within, everything flows
Our love making session begins to slow
Now let us flip the script to the other side
As I slide down your thighs
My chocolate candy bar
Mr. Good Bar at that!
Perched high and strong, that one eye
Waiting for me to surround
Placing you deep down to my wind pipes of sound
Oh me, oh my
Now you’re on a monstrous high
Do I surrender you pipe?
Not that easy this time
Sucking, kissing, teasing you ever so mischievously
Now you’re on an emotional ride that will subside on my time
Copyright©2011 Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
Recipe
To love someone who doesn’t love you back
Is a strange feeling
A feeling of sadness with a pinch of despair
Followed by a smidgen of emptiness
Adding a toss of loneliness
Baked to the degree with the question: Why doesn’t he love me?
Cooled by the conviction of not being good enough
Plated on self-doubt
Iced with your minds misconception of being his spouse
Finished with sprinkles of the question: Did he ever love me at all once?
Now take a slice to swallow down, to release, let go and allow
These feelings you once had are no longer of value
Mr. Right is on his way
To fill you with love and care
Followed by ½ cup of support to add some flare
Placing a dash of understanding for gentleness
Rolled and kneaded with hands of security and protection
Now fry one side until golden brown with seduction
Flip to finish with loves sanction
See grandma’s recipe is always so precious
Following all the steps to complete perfection
She’d always tell me to follow this rule:
One man’s mistake in the kitchen, is another man’s golden recipe for eternity
So be patient my dear
The best recipes are always found on the ground, picked up, brushed off, straightened out, and followed with care
Copyright©2010 Mimi Lateefah Palmer
Plate Full of Love’n
Do you like what you see?
Do you like what you see!?
I Do!
I am a big brown woman.
Voluptuous in size.
See my big thighs
They can go high to the sky
Some men see me and think….intimidation
Other men see me an think…she can give me an invitation
See my hips move in the same motion as Miss Skinny little thang over there
However, there is more motion in this ocean and more cushion for the pushen
See I was told that the best love making session was with a woman of my possession
Big butt big hips, big tits
All made in proportion for big dicks
See there, Missy Skinny Little thang, I’m not afraid of any man in this room
I can be bent and pulled by the best directional tool
Making love to me will leave you so full
With your plate pilled high with all the pussy you can eat
Followed by two watermelons to give you a moth full of something sweet
How about that rump roast for the main course, this is where you will need two hands to handle all this meat
Now don’t forget to lick those fingers clean from all the juice that lays in between
Now Big Mama is going to rock you to sleep
Copyright©2011 Mimi Lateefah “Queenoflife” Palmer
My Two Sons
My two sons, both from the same and different as day and night.
One who is strong as steal and the other strong as silk
Both with a smile of sunshine and eyes bright as diamonds
Loved by both as precious jewels in the rough
Special in their own way and very much the same
My love for them equally good
I love you Darious
I love you Darrien
Mother
Copyright©2004Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Mirror Image
Two images looking into a mirror
Do they like what they see?
Both images strong feeling the energy
Both of the same, yet different and unique
A moment of intimacy shared between the sheets
A cloud of fog arises, it's hard to see
One image standing strong and tall
Looking and feeding on word of a promissory song
The other fading without concern
What is happening to the feeling of energy?
Two images looking into a mirror
One fading fast still with no words to understanding
Image two sending message after message to receive clarity
Seeking answers to clear the fog and bring back that strong image of number one at the start
Image number two, left standing alone feeling misunderstood
Image number one, lost forever with no recourse
Two images looking into a mirror
Who is the illusion?
Image one, the man she seeks, likes, and admires, or
Image two, the woman he shares intimacy with?
Two images in the mirror one standing strong and alone, the other is gone
Copyright©2008 Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Loving Me
Loving me, loving me, loving me
Copyright©2008 Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
There’s a feeling deep down inside
Oh this fire in between my thighs
Do I dare compromise?
How do I begin to make this fire subside?
Do I douse it with emotion and deep thought or tap it out lightly with feelings distraught?
Frustration is on the rise
My hands side down between my thighs
Wow what a soft surprise
Loving me, loving me, loving me
I begin to smile
Fingers moving to their own style
Body temperature rising high
Tingling all inside
Fingers moving up and down, round and round
With my hips is sync to my sound
My pussy wet to my own demise
Feeling good….feeling high
Feeling my nipples stand hard and wide
Sucking my fingers with my imagination running wild
Slowing down to take my time
So, I don’t reach my climatic crown I wear so proud
Circular motion, round and round
Trembling as I continue in between my thighs
Moaning in ecstasy
Is that my sound?
There’s no one else around
Hot, wet, juicy I feel all around
My pussy throbbing to let loose and break ground
Loving ne feels so good
Is this a sin, no one knows
Can’t stop now, feelings to intense
About to reach my climax
My head is in a spin
Faster I move my hips
My fingers giving me joy no one else can sense
My clit jerking with its own intent
Do I call his name, my imaginary friend?
To make me cum all that flows with in
My body jerks…once. Twice….it’s about to end
Loving me only a pleasure I can experience
Breathing deep to let go with in
Cumming at last, by myself, only a pleasure I can experience
Loving me, loving me this was suspense
Loving me, loving me…..I’ll do it again.
Loven Me Is Not Easy
Loven me is not so easy
My heart hardened by mistrust and distrust
Life has beaten me up, down and round the block a good four times or more
Leaving hard knocks to stay around
See, when you come my way I close my heart from the start
Loven me is not so easy, you must take me in parts
I can't make you love me
I can't make you love me
My dream is a dream of love to come true
Scared out of my wits to open my heart to you
The key thrown away in the dark
Loven me is not so easy
You say you love me....Do I believe?
Do you dare tell the truth?
Do you dare tell the truth?
Actions speak louder than words
What I see speaks other words
Do I need you? Yes
Do I want you? Yes
I can't make you love me
Loven me is not so easy
Throwing words at you landing like rocks shattering clocks
Pushing you away so you can't stay
I draw you in with melodramatic plays
No, you can't come in to stay
I can't make you love me
Why do you want to stay?
See love hear is hard and stale
Covered in pain, drowning in insanity
Love doesn't live hear anymore
So many disappointments have led this heart down a dark and beaten path
Leaving scars with sores and thorns
I can't make you love me
Loven me is not so easy
Riding the waves of loves insanity, life's insecurities, emotional mistreatment and spiritual beatings
I can't make you love me
Loven me is not so easy
One day my heart will open so you can stay
To make loven me easy
Copyright©2011 Mimi "Queen of Life" Palmer
Love Loss
Losing love ones is hard.
Losing the people that mean the most to your hurts your soul deep.
Grieving is a process.
Sometimes it is slow, sometimes it is fast. How ever the processes it is at each person’s own pace. Some people are glad to see family members die, other are deeply hurt.
Each person’s loss can not be measured the same. Just because you may feel a sense of peace or relief due to the death of a loved one. Others may feel hurt and lost. The anniversary dates of the death do not make it easy; especially if the death is of someone, you love deeply.
Death is not easy to handle, no matter who or how close the person is to you.
Death is never wanted
Death is never expected
Death is never loved
It hurts and is emotionally painful.
Today my step father has been deceased for one month. I miss him greatly. I never got a chance to say good-bye. My heart hurts deeply because I can no longer share with him the many happy times to come. I know he is with me in spirit, but I can no longer hug his neck or comb his “Brillo” salt and pepper hair.
I love you Dad.
Copyright©2009Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Love Is
Love is a journey we go through and learn from
It can be as sweet as raw sugar
Hard as a rock at the bottom of a mountain
Love is the warmth you feel when looking into the eyes of your newborn child
It is the feeling of joy when your eyes smile and dance like a child on a warm spring day in a field of wild flowers
Love when you see that someone special and your heart skips a beat
Love can hurt like the piercing of a hot knife to the skin
It can make you feel as if you have hit rock bottom like a junkie who has given up on life.
God has made us all capable of loving.
What we do in the name of love is up to us!
My heart belongs to you!
Copyright©2003Mimi Lateefah “QueenofLife” Palmer-White
Let Go
To “let go” does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To “let go” is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To “let go” is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences not to try to
To “let go” is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To “let go” is not to try to change or blame another, it’s to make the most of myself.
To “let go” is not to care for, but to care about.
To “let go” is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To “let go” is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To “let go” is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.
To “let go” is not to deny, but to accept.
To “let go” is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To “let go” is not to adjust everything to my desire, but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it.
To “let go” is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To “let go” is to fear less and love more.
( Anonymous)
Inner Voice
When moving through life, there is an inner voice that speaks to you. It is loud and soft. It’s hard, yet sweet. It’s disturbing, yet calming. Fast, yet slow.
Listening to your inner voice on all of life’s issues can give you a sense of peace. It will never lead you wrong. It gives you reassurance. It can make you feel uncomfortable. It can lead you to success or failure if you don’t listen. As you grow older and wiser, and grow in spirit; the voice becomes louder and clearer. LOUDER AND CLEARER! Yes!! The inner voice is the spirit you posses. It is your soul. Both speak loud and clear. The key is to listen. Listen to the warning, listen to the objections, listen to the cautions, listen to the yes and no’s.
Listening to your inner voice is listening to God!
Listening to God, whom we put all our trust in. The God we fear and love. Our protector and shield.
The most gracious, merciful, and loving God!!!!!!
Thank you for listening.
Copyright©2009Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
I Call You My Sista
Friends to begin
Learning one another form within
Sharing laughs and grins
Sharing tears and fears
I call you my Sista
Watching each other grow from girls to women
Through heart ache and pain
Love loss and gain
Standing strong against the grain
I call you my Sista
Dreams we share, lifting each other in despair
Through success and failure you are always there
Keeping me informed and always aware
I call you my Sista
Without you by my side
I would wilt and die
Smiles of sunshine to help me thrive
Words of encouragement to keep my alive
I call you my Sista
A soulmate to have
Undying love from the past
Side by side we stand
Toe to toe we dance
I call you my Sista
Loving you dearly
Not looking forward to the day we part sincerely
Friends to begin, playmates at one end
Sistas till the end
I call you my Sista!
This is dedicated to the 4 women who I proudly call my “Sistas”
Ty, Ro, Faye, E
Love you all.
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Chocolate Brown
Deep dark Chocolate brown, standing 6 feet from the grown.
Body Chiseled to perfection, standing with a tall erection.
Our bodies intertwined making music of all kinds.
Moving left moving right, going round and round taking steps to the highest of heights to move the ground.
Deep dark chocolate brown, in between my thighs giving me the most high.
My body trembles and shakes with pleasure.
Giving it to me deep inside.
Moving left, moving right, going round and round, taking steps to the highest of heights to move the ground.
Kisses of sweet chocolate that melt up one side and slide down the other to discover the center of chocolate pleasure.
How many licks does it take to get to the center?
Flipping over to doggie style,
mmmmmmmm, deep dark chocolate brown.
Hand around my neck with a gentle squeeze.
Pulling me into him. Oh!! How I am pleased !!!
Hotter and hotter to 350 degrees.
Give it to me! Give it to me! I do my best to please.
Deep with in the pleasures of sin.
Deep Dark Chocolate Brown, melts with in.
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
As A Child Laughs
To hear laughter of a child
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
Springs forth the child within
Laughter so pure to the ears
Fills you with an energy beyond your years
This type of laughter truly wakes the soul with a grin
Bubbly laughter, with no fear
Bubbly laughter so wonderful to hear
Joyous levels of happiness appear
As a child laughs at something so insignificant
The dance of two bees around a pollen tree
Their imagination within is quite a tease
Laughter so fun, it aims to please
No pressure from what adults call reality
Simple games to play with no rules to obey
Just plain old fun from day to day
As a child laughs it‘s music to my ears
With great healing powers, my laughter begins
Deep within my soul my child’s laughter is at hand
Bubbly laughter so wonderful to hear
This laughter so strong to make you forget all your fears and sadness disappear
Laughter so contagious it’s outrageous to contain or control
Laughter so profound, to disrupt it is unsound
Special by its own birthright
Too catch and bottle it would be a majestic site
Trees dance by the sound of its sweet melody
While flowers grow to its fertilization and germination
What a sight to see
Talk about a child’s laughter
No matter what season it is or what the weather is outside
A child’s laughter brings forth the feeling of a gentle spring air
A child’s laughter is as close to hearing God’s voice as you can get
Serenity at it’s best
Music to everyone’s ears at rest
As a child laughs, let the games begin
To never end causing a string of child laughter to know no end
So close your eyes and let the felling of child laughter ride to your surprise
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
A Failed Love
A Failed Love
1st word sounds like token.
2nd word sounds like harp.
Give up?
The word is…….broken hearted.
Who pulled the rug from under my feet?
Was my head so far up in the clouds, I couldn’t see the steep drop off on the other side of the cliff.
As I fell to the ground, I could hear laughter all around.
Are they laughing at me for being the fool?
Are they laughing at me for being the joke of the day?
Are they laughing?
Laughing at me for having my head in the clouds?
Copyright©2010Mimi Lateefah Palmer-White
They Call It The "Man-Cession"
There has been recent intellectual conversation on this particular topic of the recession. Through this conversation it is stated that the recession has become renamed the "man-cession". The reasoning behind the name change is due to the results of the recession placing thousands on blue collar males out of work. Therefore, causing men to become depressed due the inability to find new employment and women having to take the forefront and the financial load in the homes. It is stated, due to this shifting of the male roles, men are having a difficult time embracing their "new roles".
I say, this is an opportunity to take a stand for your families and communities! Take this time to regroup and take your homes, children, the schools, and communities back. Yes, take them back! Use this time of being home to instill the moral values, which you grew up with, back into your children. Use this time to go into the community and volunteer your time to teach other young men the knowledge of being a man. Use this time to volunteer at the schools with your children. Use this time productively to change society! Use this time to discover your God-given talent and start a business. Use this time to pursue your dreams. Now is the time! Now is the time! Take advantage of this time to bring your family and community back to you as the head and leader.
So many people feel society has lost it's way. Young men of all colors and ages walking around with their pants hanging to their knees. Why? It is not the least bit attractive or cute. If I wanted to look at the underwear of men all day, I would go to a department store and stand in the male underwear section. Pull your damn pants up and stop holding them up with a belt. Your belt is ment to go aroung your waist, not under your butt.
Men this is the time for you to take a stand and spend some quality time with your children. Take them fishing, teach them how to ride a bike, teach them manners and respect. Why is it no one holds the door for you anymore? Why is it no one says "excuse me"? What is really going on? Has the advancement of technology made us lazy parents? Men, do you not have expectations for yourself and your family? Well, whatever it is, get over it!!!! Do not allow society to take this opportunity away from you. Men, you are the heads of not just your home, but society. Think back....yes, there was a time when the world was headed only by men. And yes, women have come along way. However, men...this is your time to shine. Stand up and fight for what is yours.....your women, children, home, business opportunity, your community. Remember, it is said "It takes a village to raise a child," well who is the head of the village?
Yes, you many need your ego stroked right about now, but enough stroking has been done. Men, get with it! This is not a bashing. This is a call for all men to take back what is rightfully yours! No more playing the role of the misunderstood or misguided. Go back to school! Build your business and your families. Let's show the world what your trully made of! Your communities, schools, family, women and children need you. We need you to hold your head up and walk with the pride that you are filled with. Get your hustle back on. GET YOUR HUSTLE BACK ON!!!!!
I say, this is an opportunity to take a stand for your families and communities! Take this time to regroup and take your homes, children, the schools, and communities back. Yes, take them back! Use this time of being home to instill the moral values, which you grew up with, back into your children. Use this time to go into the community and volunteer your time to teach other young men the knowledge of being a man. Use this time to volunteer at the schools with your children. Use this time productively to change society! Use this time to discover your God-given talent and start a business. Use this time to pursue your dreams. Now is the time! Now is the time! Take advantage of this time to bring your family and community back to you as the head and leader.
So many people feel society has lost it's way. Young men of all colors and ages walking around with their pants hanging to their knees. Why? It is not the least bit attractive or cute. If I wanted to look at the underwear of men all day, I would go to a department store and stand in the male underwear section. Pull your damn pants up and stop holding them up with a belt. Your belt is ment to go aroung your waist, not under your butt.
Men this is the time for you to take a stand and spend some quality time with your children. Take them fishing, teach them how to ride a bike, teach them manners and respect. Why is it no one holds the door for you anymore? Why is it no one says "excuse me"? What is really going on? Has the advancement of technology made us lazy parents? Men, do you not have expectations for yourself and your family? Well, whatever it is, get over it!!!! Do not allow society to take this opportunity away from you. Men, you are the heads of not just your home, but society. Think back....yes, there was a time when the world was headed only by men. And yes, women have come along way. However, men...this is your time to shine. Stand up and fight for what is yours.....your women, children, home, business opportunity, your community. Remember, it is said "It takes a village to raise a child," well who is the head of the village?
Yes, you many need your ego stroked right about now, but enough stroking has been done. Men, get with it! This is not a bashing. This is a call for all men to take back what is rightfully yours! No more playing the role of the misunderstood or misguided. Go back to school! Build your business and your families. Let's show the world what your trully made of! Your communities, schools, family, women and children need you. We need you to hold your head up and walk with the pride that you are filled with. Get your hustle back on. GET YOUR HUSTLE BACK ON!!!!!
Friday, June 17, 2011
The A-Ha Moments
Don't you love to hate some of your "a-ha" moments? Some of these moments are the most innovative (wow!!!) and some are the most heart breaking (did I really.....). Some of these moments are light bulb over the head realization (this is going to be great) and some are like standing in front of a speeding freight train with no time to jump out the way realization (talk about major hurt-ouch). Some of these moments are gentle nudges that a mother dog gives her pup when he is trying to walk(come on you can do it). Some of these moments are like a mother bird pushing her hatch lings out of the nest for the first time (flap your wings before hitting the ground-and you have lift off!!!!). Which of these describes my recent a-ha moment? I would have to say, a cross between between the mother bird pushing me out of the nest to land in front of the freight train. Talk about a real wake up call! Did I flap my wings before getting hit by the train? I guess you can say I escaped narrowly with some feathers missing off my tail.
I have written about this before in short form on Facebook, placed questions for people to answer on this subject matter, read and reread books/articles on this, visited many websites, and had the conversation with by best girlfriends on the matter at hand. Then I woke up one morning and said to myself "You are worth so much more than this!! No more chasing or placing yourself in his life! No more doing or having little things happen so you have to call on him for help! No More! Enough is Enough! He doesn't deserve to have your love!" My love is for the one who can appreciate me, is concerned about my general well-being, has my best interest at heart, and wants to see and be with me just about every waking moment of the day. The special someone who is aligned with me in every way possible, from the sync of our heart beats to the perfect timing of our foot steps together to the dance of each breathe we take (I inhale to his exhale). Now that is my soulmate.
I had to ask myself, "self, why have you waisted so much time loving someone who doesn't love you back in the same way? Isn't this one sided? Why are you waisting time trying to become noticed by this man? If he doesn't see you for the Queen you are, then walk away! Self, isn't obvious???? Do you even think he will notice if your gone?" The answer to all of these questions is the same as it has been for the last 18-19 years....The heart and body wanted what it wanted. The truth of it is.....you can not make someone love you if they don't.
So, no more waisting time valuable heart time. For I love me first, in loving myself I love the Most High Creator........Source, God.
I am the Queen of My Life!
I am Worthy of Real Love!
No more giving my love away on a silver platter to those who don't deserve it.
My A-ha moment.........
I have written about this before in short form on Facebook, placed questions for people to answer on this subject matter, read and reread books/articles on this, visited many websites, and had the conversation with by best girlfriends on the matter at hand. Then I woke up one morning and said to myself "You are worth so much more than this!! No more chasing or placing yourself in his life! No more doing or having little things happen so you have to call on him for help! No More! Enough is Enough! He doesn't deserve to have your love!" My love is for the one who can appreciate me, is concerned about my general well-being, has my best interest at heart, and wants to see and be with me just about every waking moment of the day. The special someone who is aligned with me in every way possible, from the sync of our heart beats to the perfect timing of our foot steps together to the dance of each breathe we take (I inhale to his exhale). Now that is my soulmate.
I had to ask myself, "self, why have you waisted so much time loving someone who doesn't love you back in the same way? Isn't this one sided? Why are you waisting time trying to become noticed by this man? If he doesn't see you for the Queen you are, then walk away! Self, isn't obvious???? Do you even think he will notice if your gone?" The answer to all of these questions is the same as it has been for the last 18-19 years....The heart and body wanted what it wanted. The truth of it is.....you can not make someone love you if they don't.
So, no more waisting time valuable heart time. For I love me first, in loving myself I love the Most High Creator........Source, God.
I am the Queen of My Life!
I am Worthy of Real Love!
No more giving my love away on a silver platter to those who don't deserve it.
My A-ha moment.........
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